last post... why not

sitting at a funeral today and it got me thinking about life... Some person speaking started talking about how "he remembered all the times" he had with his Grandpa and not one of them were bad memories. Started to get me thinking about all the times i've had. All the memories that i've had.

those in particular would be the memories i've had with my dad, who's passed.

when I try to remember my dad hard to remember all the good memories i had.... just the bad one or the fights.. not saying the only think my dad and i did was argue but only thing my mind recalls. maybe one day I could remember the good ones.

but do i want my friends/families remembering me this way? no,  guess I need to alwasys make good memories... if that makes sense.


not sure if this blog post made any sense at all just something that I was feeling i needed to get off my chest.

so fair well to all my loyal blog readers

les bon bon est tres bien

When I got off the plane (avion in francais... i think) I could definitely tell that there was some tourists all around me and some locals.... Looking in the mirror couldn't really decide which I was.. Still can't really decide which I am. Sometimes i feel like im eating with Tourist and other times I feel like im understanding the language and finally becoming someone in this big city. then I see someone else that is better/more fluent and it sets me back to my tourists ways...

Hopefully my final posts will make up for all my tourism in this big city.

Salut, mon amis.

techonology

is technology making us socially handicap???????????/? personally I would rather text someone then talk to them in person.. mostly because I am a super akward person and texting makes it seem like im not. but I wonder if I didn't text so much if I would be better at talking in person... hmmm. good thing we got Skype :) #technologyhumor but that doesn't really prove my point... just needed a joke in there :)

2pac

http://www.2pac2k.de/poems.html


My poem I chose it "And 2morrow" by Tupac Shakur. Reason im  jealous of it is because he can be so original and so deep at the same time. one of the lines I am most jealous of is "tonight is filled with rage, violence in the air, children bred with ruthlessness, because no one at home cares." reason im jealous of it is because i don't think I could ever come up with a line like that.

babies

I got a baby.... well for class sillly!!!  like its not real. so no one judge.. you know?  but he is a such a good kid and doesn't cry a lot so im happy! but you know.. makes me think.. how bad would it suck to have a real kid at my age? it would suck a lot... so everyone... don't do the thing taht makes you have babies.... taht is all

Chair

Young at heart <3

food for thought

do jay z and kanye really ball so hard that mother******** want to fine them?
 does Warren G really regulate?
WAs Britney spears just sick of her hair?
Is Mr. Nelson going bald? Or does he just like to shave his head?
how much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?